It’s important to be connected to your inner optimist. Sometimes tomorrow is all you can hold onto. Look I was going to write some whole deep thing but I have a vid for some of you guys. Hold up.
So I’ve been looking at college things…and getting a little bit worried. I can’t mess up. But it seems like I dropped the ball for a split second and I’m trying to find it. I have to get my ish together because I KNOW what I want and I won’t settle for anything else. I just noticed that I’ve been setting my standards lower than what hey used to be….in a lot of things. I had to take the time out to remind myself about who I want to be. I don’t want to be someone who just adjusts to setbacks. I’m going to reach as far as I possibly can because if I don’t get the moon, I’ll definately get a purrty little star:]
Spent with family
Spent enjoying life
Spent being greatful
Spent appreciating your life
is what Christmas is all about.
Merry Christmas angels:]
Who’s that girl that’s JUST realizing that she doesn’t NEED a guy?
That she does not NEED the approval that she sometimes is desperate for?
The girl that is doing some growing.
That realizes that everyone she knows has contributed to her state of being and has discovered a newfound appreciation for them?
The girl that can’t count her exes on one hand but can count heartbreak on one finger.
The girl who is starting to realize that she can’t just do everything that everyone else wants. How else will I be able to live MY life?
That girl who understands that she’s B.E.A. youtiful with or without makeup and feeling inferior is a fault that I no longer have room for.
I felt so emotional thinking about what to post. While I was typing as well. But as I get to this paragraph, I smile. I love who I am. I love the fact that I’ve struggled so much. I love the fact that I have specific issues that I keep doing OVER and OVER and OVER again and it makes me cry, hate myself, pray to God, and in the end, it makes me STRONGER.
YES, I am that girl. I am me. Uloma Suzie Ogbonnaya. Take it or leave it but understand that if you leave it, you leave a damn good friend, love, associate or anything that I am to you. No, I don’t care for all of the mistakes that I have made because my life is exactly that. MINE. It has not finished yet and baby I’m still waiting for my knight in shining armor and my castle with the pickett fence. And I’m gonna get it. God Bless.
you, my dear, are a FOOOL.
but I love you!
How long did it take you to find me?
bro i got a 91 on the precal final. After three hours of sleep…it feels good:] I’m stressing about physics though but I will do my best and give God the rest. Amen? Hallelujah! Lol ONE day down, three more to go! Friday doesn’t count slowpokes:]
Why am I still awake right now? I had to submit an audition. I don’t even think it was that good but I wanted to know that I did it ya know? Anywho I paid 8 bucks for the script so I was gonna do it anywho. Today was the last day so I’m getting nooo sleep tonight cause now I must sudy till my insides want to come out.
So I’m realizing something. sometimes it’s best to just go with the flow. Sometimes you don’t have to fight things. Especially when it’s fun and it keeps you happy at the moment. No need to be unhappy, lonely, sad right? Yeah. So Ayan must be like one of the closest people I have at my prison school. Today we were in the library like looking at fashion stuff and it was soooo much fun! and then afterschool I just hung with my bestie from another decade taylor:] lol . It was pretty fun en total.
Fashion for thought: Darn I haven’t done ANY fashion posts in a WHILE HUH? Well here ya go! MY style adore-RIHANNA:] Am i the only one who thinks she rocks this red hair? Ayan said it’s cause of her CONFIDENCE and she’s sooo right!