Oh good heavens. I have not blogged in a good couple of months. What made me feel like coming back? I really do not know. I just had the urge, lol, the ‘i gotta talk about my life’ urge. So, I’ve been feeling rather…rushed lately. I try not to worry about things I think won’t matter in the long run. Forget about trying to be friends again, it’s over. Forget about relationships…almost. My GPA isn’t where I wanted it to be and the cycle is up. My ma and I agreed that cycle 1 would determine if I stayed at DeBakey….I’m so confused. I want a 3.8 GPA, at least 3.7 but I didnt get that. I can leave and go to a school that’s actually pretty decent and get that….would it be worth it? That is my ONLY question. Will it be worth it? I’m putting a lot on my future. I can’t stand to see a GPA mess it up for me. Not in this lifetime. I notice there’s alway something I could have done BETTER. Like, I could’ve stayed up another hour and studied. I shouldn’t have wasted so much time…and the list goes on. Can somebody givev me a get your ish together pill? Thank you.